Mam’s got a puppy now, he’s a sweet black Cocker Spaniel dog.
Now he doesn’t annoy me in the slightest, I take him out when he needs it and clean up after him and so forth.
But the thing that makes me dislike that we have a dog is that mum continues to talk down to me like I’m stupid about him. I’m now on my laptop after a couple of hours of trying to keep him entertained and waste tanks empty. I took him outside no less than three times and played with him to stop him pestering me. I NEEDED to get a phonecall done but because mum needed a nap I had to wait till she woke up.
Funny thing is, after taking him out and entertaining HER dog I was accused of clattering so she couldn’t sleep. [NOTE – we have a spare fucking room, equipped with bed] Mike came down and I was finally able to see to what I needed to do paperwork wise.
Later when I am on my computer she comments about no-one feeding him (Mike knows his feed times, I DON’T. – and I made it clear I only know his tea time.) and says in her manner (read: spiteful) that I won’t be able to be on my computer tomorrow (when I’m the one left to look after him when I get back in from work. – Mike will be sleeping, mum will be heading out for work, i will be pupsitting). She has a beef with me spending my time on my computer, I’ve had to explain many a time it’s not just games it’s writing, interaction etc etc.
It’s like… you know damn well I didn’t bother turning this on till Mike got himself downstairs.
He’s not my dog nor responsibility, but I still take him outside and clean up after him and whatnot. I could VERY easily just shut him in his cage and leave him to it. But i don’t. Every time I picked up a damn pen to write something down (about properties) he was up and mithering, so i took him out three times, in which I waited around pointlessly while he spent most of it sat eating himself. (He’s got puppy dandruff)
so yeah TL;DR – love the pup, hate mum’s attitude toward me about him.
I’ve seen a property I can afford, there’s a little work that needs doing but nothing major. She wants to view it, but its like… you have a puppy now, I don’t care, I want it as it’s affordable and nothing wants ripping out and starting again. So when she’s in a mood to listen I have to plead my case again just so I can escape the emotional blackmail that is my mother.
If Dad were to send me any money off his own back for the place I’d be over the damn moon, sorry but he’s not helped me out since before Christmas by sending me £60. Sorry but… My mothers fiancé helps me out more than my own father. That’s a bit much don’t you think. I’ve told him how tight things are and that I’m looking, even a poxy £20 would pay for SOMETHING I NEED.
This from a man that used to give me £20 a week – and before I sound like an ungrateful shit, because of that money I was able to double up on my driving lessons till I passed. I managed to do it in 9 months. From knowing nothing to passing my test. So yes it helped out so much, and I appreciated it.
Even if it were £20 a month… that would cover my phone bill.
Even if it were £30 every two… That would pay for my health insurance for a month atop my phone bills.
SOMETHING, anything… he knows I’m looking for houses and need help with the deposit, he knows I will likely be buying a place and need white goods, he knows full stop that I’m buying a flat eventually.
If I had a kid, (which I don’t plan on doing) I’d at least offer from the get go that I’d buy them a fridge freezer or something, the promise of nearly £200 for when they’re moving out. Even in my current financial situation… I’d fucking do it.
HELL – Even if it were an empty promise he never fucking fulfils. THAT would be something.
Oh well, even though I’m the only one that can call him a waste of space, and I do now-! I still love the git. It’s just… frustrating to know what he has done in the past, to what he’s doing now.
I’ve even gone as far as to ask to borrow money off a friend of mine, he said he’d be able to lend me $100 and any more he could make through a commission drive, it had me in tears even asking. I mean its pressure and pride at stake. I asked him hypothetically and in a heartbeat he proceeded to ask me tons of questions and offer his help.
It’s great to know I have at least ONE safety net.
Yes mother is giving me the deposit, but as time goes on it’s less and less likely and I will have to get that money together off my own back. I might be able to do it in two pay checks, but it will wipe me the fuck out. Sad thing is… I’D DO IT.
Though that being said It’s hillarious how Charing Cross treat people too. I don’t have funding for London, on account of… oh I don’t know almost a YEAR of living. My endocrinologist said that he would never see me again and good luck for the future. … And Then, I get a letter saying I’ve not attended an appointment… the one that was going to be cancelled.
so its like… WHAT THE FUCK!? Seriously, it should have been cancelled, and I HAVE my referral to Sandyford. I feel betrayed. So fucking betrayed. I’ve taken an appointment slot that could have been filled for someone else for NOTHING. So yeah… great management there *slow clap*. I’ve sent them, Sandyford, and my GP letters about it. Telling them EXACTLY how I feel about it.
Here’s some fun-